"yesterday is HISTORY... tomorrow is MYSTERY... but today is the gift, that's why it's called PRESENT..."
i will always and forever be loving you and our baby.
hopeless for all they know i am...
heeding the world of carefree and less responsibility and unreal.
running from the very fact that what i longed will never be real.... at least for the time.... for a time.
lost again and lost all will and desire...
the drive has left me knowing that it is not. maybe i am the one who leave it behind...
where have all the good times gone...... gone to graveyards everyone.
di mo marinig ang sagot sa tanong...
ni makita ang hinahanap na liwanag...
ngunit sa iyong gunita alam mong...
may pagasa at may sagisag.
mga pangarap ng tao ay marupok...
madaling magiba at mawasak ng udyok,
at bulong ng demonyong itinakwil...
ngunit patuloy na hinahasa ang mga pangil.
walang malinaw na dahilan ang takbo...
at di rin malinaw saan tayu tutungo...
pero kahit ganito ang inog ng mundo,
di naman nakakalimot sa mga alaalang napako.
minsan pa, samahan mo ako..
tumawid sa paglalakbay ng disyerto ng bigo.
evil as i may as it fills my soul
death was my longing and will be.....
nobody who once knew me dared to go further... for they know... the end is as blunt as the start
rage fills me up to brim although no reason came to surface...
its sad.... so very sad.... but nonetheless..... REAL!
