November 16th, 2008

BAKIT?

di mo marinig ang sagot sa tanong...

ni makita ang hinahanap na liwanag...

ngunit sa iyong gunita alam mong...

may pagasa at may sagisag.

mga pangarap ng tao ay marupok...

madaling magiba at mawasak ng udyok,

at bulong ng demonyong itinakwil...

ngunit patuloy na hinahasa ang mga pangil.

 

walang malinaw na dahilan ang takbo...

at di rin malinaw saan tayu tutungo...

pero kahit ganito ang inog ng mundo,

di naman nakakalimot sa mga alaalang napako.

minsan pa, samahan mo ako..

tumawid sa paglalakbay ng disyerto ng bigo.

 

Currently feeling: crushed

REALIZATION ALWAYS COMES IN DARK COLOR.....

evil as i may as it fills my soul

death was my longing and will be.....

 

nobody who once knew me dared to go further... for they know... the end is as blunt as the start

rage fills me up to brim although no reason came to surface...

 

its sad.... so very sad.... but nonetheless..... REAL!

Currently feeling: crushed

October 29th, 2008

THIS WHAT MADE THE DIFFERENCE, UNFORTUNATELY THE DIFFERENCE IS LONG GONE.....

Currently listening to: death whispers a lullaby
Currently feeling: cold

October 26th, 2008

nobody knows who i really am....






Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

dooku de iki o shiteru toomei ni natta mitai (Far away, I'm breathing, as if I were transparent)
kudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadake (It would seem I was in the dark, but I was only blindfolded)
inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu (I give a prayer as I wait for the new day)
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made (Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea)
Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku naru (People's hearts change and sneak away from them)
tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku (The moon in its new cycle leads the boats again)

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong

tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo (And still the journey continues on quiet days as well)
tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume o terashidasu (The moon in its new cycle shines on the boats again)

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu (I give a prayer as I wait for the new day)
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made (Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea)

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Unmei no huneoko gi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to watashi-tachi o sou kedo (We are rowing the boat of fate, but the waves keep attacking us)
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne (But isn't that still a wonderful journey? Aren't any of them a wonderful journey?)


Currently listening to: keyboards rattling
Currently watching: early morning skyline
Currently feeling: off

October 11th, 2008

as cold winds lashed....

 as cold winds lashed beneath the flesh and cloth,

here i stand left behind....

lost as i could for they have gone,

and where silence rings and pierce my soul of none...

 

friends have i called them have gone asunder,

into depths in which space and time is a plunder...

nor can i be with those i learned to trust,

but still i will linger so their mem'ries last...

 

i haven't got any sad thoughts for the word farewell,

but i despise the distance the word foretold...

for to me, an end is naught but a new string,

where the end lies and tied to each other's hopes...

 

I WILL NOT YIELD TO THE WORD GOODBYE...

INSTEAD, "WE WILL SURELY MEET AGAIN..."

 

 

 

-----------------------------para sa mga nagresign,namatay,mamamatay at mababagansya!!!

Currently listening to: closing time
Currently feeling: crappy
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