January 26th, 2009

ImMATURE

hopeless for all they know i am...

heeding the world of carefree and less responsibility and unreal.

running from the very fact that what i longed will never be real.... at least for the time.... for a time.

 

lost again and lost all will and desire...


the drive has left me knowing that it is not. maybe i am the one who leave it behind...

 

where have all the good times gone...... gone to graveyards everyone.

Currently listening to: still silence and raindrops
Currently watching: blank faces
Currently feeling: blank

November 16th, 2008

BAKIT?

di mo marinig ang sagot sa tanong...

ni makita ang hinahanap na liwanag...

ngunit sa iyong gunita alam mong...

may pagasa at may sagisag.

mga pangarap ng tao ay marupok...

madaling magiba at mawasak ng udyok,

at bulong ng demonyong itinakwil...

ngunit patuloy na hinahasa ang mga pangil.

 

walang malinaw na dahilan ang takbo...

at di rin malinaw saan tayu tutungo...

pero kahit ganito ang inog ng mundo,

di naman nakakalimot sa mga alaalang napako.

minsan pa, samahan mo ako..

tumawid sa paglalakbay ng disyerto ng bigo.

 

Currently feeling: crushed

REALIZATION ALWAYS COMES IN DARK COLOR.....

evil as i may as it fills my soul

death was my longing and will be.....

 

nobody who once knew me dared to go further... for they know... the end is as blunt as the start

rage fills me up to brim although no reason came to surface...

 

its sad.... so very sad.... but nonetheless..... REAL!

Currently feeling: crushed

October 29th, 2008

THIS WHAT MADE THE DIFFERENCE, UNFORTUNATELY THE DIFFERENCE IS LONG GONE.....

Currently listening to: death whispers a lullaby
Currently feeling: cold

October 26th, 2008

nobody knows who i really am....






Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

dooku de iki o shiteru toomei ni natta mitai (Far away, I'm breathing, as if I were transparent)
kudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadake (It would seem I was in the dark, but I was only blindfolded)
inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu (I give a prayer as I wait for the new day)
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made (Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea)
Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku naru (People's hearts change and sneak away from them)
tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku (The moon in its new cycle leads the boats again)

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong

tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo (And still the journey continues on quiet days as well)
tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume o terashidasu (The moon in its new cycle shines on the boats again)

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu (I give a prayer as I wait for the new day)
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made (Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea)

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Unmei no huneoko gi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to watashi-tachi o sou kedo (We are rowing the boat of fate, but the waves keep attacking us)
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne (But isn't that still a wonderful journey? Aren't any of them a wonderful journey?)


Currently listening to: keyboards rattling
Currently watching: early morning skyline
Currently feeling: off
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